I’m incredibly distressed right now. I just tried on my bridesmaid dress and it’s gotten smaller and the wedding’s in a month. I lost five pounds last week and I’ve gained four back since… and I’ve been eating completely clean and I’ve been working my ass off during workouts.

What makes matters worse is that when I vented on Facebook, people are asking me if I’ve been keeping tabs on how many carbs I’ve been consuming and maybe I’m building muscle and that’s why I weigh more. Eating clean = NO CARBS/DAIRY… and I might be working my ass off working out, but I have NOT gained four pounds of muscle in FIVE days. I may be gaining muscle, but unfortunately, I’m not losing fat. In certain places I’m losing fat, but I’m not losing fat where it counts.

I just wish there was someone in my life that could legitimately help me, I have to lose at least twenty pounds in four weeks and I feel like eating clean and working out everyday isn’t going to cut it. I’ve been sitting at my current weight since February and can’t shake it.

I’m so frustrated right now, I just want to rip my $150 dress to shreds.